Wow, I can’t believe it has been so long since I have blogged. Since I moved I have been working almost 80 hrs a week. The move and surgery broke me. But now I’m ready to take a break and go back to working weekends only.

I have been so busy I had not been spending quality time with my boyfriend. I was so horny the other morning that I attacked him in the shower lol. I like to put the soap on him and then use my body to rub it around Then while I was facing the wall getting more soap he began to “frisk” me. He put my arms up on the wall and spread my legs, and began to feel my body starting with my ankles and then slowly moving up to my pussy he rubbed her lightly and continued on to grab my butt. Then he moved his hands up to my hips and he put his big hands around my little waist. He rubbed up against my back as his hands moved up and grabbed my breasts. It made me moan. He was teasing me the bad boy. I turned and kissed him and then slowly moved down to my knees. I took his penis in my mouth and began to play with the head at first. Then I began to suck more and he got hard. hehehehehehe I love that. His hard cock felt so good I couldn’t wait for it to be in me. mmmmm I stood up and leaned back against the wall of the shower and he picked up my left leg and began to play with my wet kitty. mmmm After a minute he pushed his hard cock into me. ohhhhh god!!! It felt soooo good. I moaned as he pushed deeper and began to move. I couldn’t get enough of his hot kisses as he pressed into my body. His cock felt so good sliding in and out of me. After a few minutes we changed positions and I let him “frisk” me again mmmm this time he grabbed my breast and then pushed his hard cock into me again. ohhhhhh yeeeesss it felt so good. I moaned very loud as he pushed into me deep. Ooohhh he found my g-spot. I began to move back and forth on his cock then we moved together. I couldn’t take much more of this… He was hitting my g-spot again and again. Then I felt the flutter of pleasure as I came. My wet kitty tightening around his hard cock. I let out a long moan. He began to push harder and then I felt him tighten up. I could feel him cumming inside me. It made me have a second orgasm when I felt him cum in me lol. We still use condoms, this is only maybe the 3rd or 4th time we have not.

I haven’t quite figured out why I have an orgasm when he cums in me. I’m not complaining lol definatley not complaining. It is just interesting.

Take care and be safe

Yeeeaaahhh!!!!!  I’m finally moved.  I didn’t think it would ever end.  Now I just need to finish unpacking.  Now I can’t find anything lol.  I missed the internet.  I thought for sure I would die before I got it back.   It would not have been bad at all if the stupid electric company hadn’t turned off my electrcity a week early where I was still living.  They got the dates all screwed up.  It sucked.  I live in south Texas where it is usually over 90 degrees with 80% - 90% humidity.  So it feels like it is over 100 degrees.

The good thing is that my boyfriend and I camped out at the new place because the electric company turned the lights on there a week early lol.  So we slept on the floor and made love in every room :)  and had nice little picnics on the floor.   It was fun.  But I sure am happy to have my bed and furniture.  My back was starting to ache from the floor.   We couldn’t stay at his place because his apartment complex does not allow pets.  What counts is we made the best of a bad situation and didn’t kill eachother.  I will admit I was very bitchy at times.  hehehehehe  But so was Joe :P 

I’m sorry for being gone so long.  I have all week to rest and I’m going to.   Then I will be ready for nasty thoughts again hihihihi.  Until then….. Take care and be safe.  kisses

Mmmmmmmm My boyfriend made love to me lastnight.  It was the first time since my surgery.  He was so gentle.  Holding my face as he kissed me at first.  Then his hand moved down over my breasts and then rubbing my belly.  He stopped to touch one of my scars very gently as he moved his hand down farther.  Slowly making his way between my legs but teasing me by not touching my kitty but caressing the inside of my leg instead.  Then ever so gently he brushed against her. mmmm  My kitty twitched at the slightest touch.  My, my it has been a while heheheh.  He continued to kiss me while caressing my body. 
His hand slid down between my legs and he began to rub my kitty. Spreading my lips open he found my clit and I couldn’t help but moan. mmmmmmm  As he rubbed my clit he slowly moved down kissing my neck, then bewtween my breasts and then he licked one of my nipples.  It got hard instantly so he began to suck on it.  mmm I was so wet.  His hand was still playing with my kitty. Pushing one finger in I can’t help but move with him.
As he hovered above me I decided to slid my leg under him putting him between my legs.  He acted as though I was going to break at first.  He wouldn’t put his weight against me I had to pull him down to me hehehe.  I whispered in his ear that I promised not to break lol.  I reached down and felt for his cock and he was already hard.  mmmm I stroked it for a moment then rolled the condom down his cock.  I continued to stroke it and then I pressed it against my pussy.  He couldn’t stand it anymore, he pushed into me. mmmm  We moaned at the same time and he began to move in me.  Slowly at first then he began to feel more confident that I wasn’t going to break after all.  He pressed against me and kissed me.  It felt so wonderful to be held by him again. 
After a few minutes he took my left leg and pulled it over to my right rolling me on my right side as he continued to move in and out of me.  I had not done that position before.  It was cool because he stayed inside me as I rolled on my side and it felt cool turning on his cock lol  After a few minutes of this I was wanting to do doggy style really bad so I asked him to let me turn over and he was more than happy to let me
Oooooohhhhhh it felt so good as he pushed into me deep.  It made me moan louder.  I was starting to feel my back get sweaty.  Joe’s hands were squeezing my butt and spreading my cheeks apart.  mmmmmm  I just love doggie style.  It just causes the best spot to be rubbed inside.  It didn’t take long before I was ready to cum.  He was grabbing my ass so tight I could tell he was close.  I couldn’t hold back anymore,  I moaned with pleasure as my kitty began to flutter.  Joe was moving fast now and then he tensed up and I felt him cumming.  mmmm 
It was very nice.  But now I am even more horny lol.  I want to get on top and ride hehehe.  After all I am a cowgirl.  mmmm I love the reverse cowgirl too hehehehe.  YEEEEEEE  HAAAWWW.  Tonight we are supposed to go to his parents for dinner.  It will be hard to keep my hands off of him while we are there.  I hope we will not stay too long hehehe

I have been forced to moved because the owner of my home I have been renting has decided to sell it. Now I must go through this all again. I found the coolest condo. It is on the second story and it over looks the bay on one side and a golf course on the other. It has a large living room, 3 bedrooms and 2 full baths. I have been wanting a 3 bedroom so I can have a computer room and a guest room. It even has a new refridgerator and stove.

I admit I do not care for the area much. It is near the water so all the major businesses are closer to town. Where I am now I have everything within 5 minutes of my house. But it will be a 15 minute drive from there. lol I just reread this and I am whining about 15 minutes when in places like Houston in takes 45 minutes to get anywhere. Poor me lol.

Well, the lady showing me the condo from the relator company, told me that because I am already renting with their company, I will not have to repay another deposit. She said the deposit from my current home will be transfered over. That means I will almost be able to afford this move so I took the condo. I told her I will stay there 1 year and then we will find me something to buy. So I will not have to rent anymore and be put at the mercy of the owners.

Packing is so frustrating….. If anyone has any tips on how to keep this organized please help…. I have 3 weeks. Yes, I am hiring movers. I’m crazy…. Not stupid Take care and be safe. kisses

I am still on the mend.  I apologize for not having something more exciting to write about.  But…. yeeeeaaaaaahhhh I have been realeased to drive.  I just got back from the doctor’s office.   He told me I am one of the healthiest patients he has ever had.  Except for the ruptured appendix making me sick.  I have had this terrible habit I cannot seem to break since I have returned home from Iraq.  I excersise everyday….. Ok, I don’t workout like Joe.  He lifts weights and runs.  I punch and kick on a punching bag.  I do yoga and situps/pushups. one day situps nextday pushups.  I guess it is enough to have a surgeon say I am very healthy.

Well, Joe is relieved that I can drive again.  It has been bothering him lol.  I still cannot go back to work this weekend.  I am still restricted to lifting no more than 10 pounds.   That means I can only pick up the cat!!!  I think my shopping bag the other day was heavier.  Still no surfing or exercise or sex.  It was on the papers his nurse gave me.  I don’t want to break my stitches.  Damn, it is hard to look at my boyfriend and keep my hands off. 

I keep telling myself just a few more days but he has been staying here with me.  He is so hot in his unform.  I want to tear it off him lol.  He is 6′2″ tall or 1.9 meters  and weighs around 195 lbs or 88kg.  He has dark blond hair and blue eyes.  I am petite but compared to him I am tiny.  Now that I can drive he can go home and really rest. 

I could use sometime alone.  I just found out that my home that I have been renting is being sold.  So I will have to start packing everything that I just unpacked a few months ago.  So if I do not blog much it is because I have 30 days to pack, find a place to live and move in.  I wondered why the guy would only let me sign a 6 month lease instead of the year I wanted, now I know why.  The jerk knew he was going to sell. 

Please be safe and take care.  kisses

In my last writing I was not feeling so well.  As it turns out my appendix was ruptured.  I had surgery Saturday night.  My co-workers did my surgery.  I was nervous of course but mainly because I knew I would be in pain afterwards.  I have the upmost faith in the people I work with.  We have spent manys nights taking care of badly injured people.  Removing an appendix is childs play for me and my co-workers :) 

The anesthesiologist gave me some really good stuff in my IV called “Versed” it is like drinking about 3 shots of whiskey, it makes you not care and hopefully not remember much.  I really don’t remember going into the operating room.  So I don’t know what kind of stupid things I may have said lol. I asked them later when they came to visit me in my room if I said anything stupid and they said no.  

My surgery was  performed through a scope so I have 3 vary small incisions that I can barely see but definately feel.  Basically we take these hollow tubes and put sharp things inside them and push them through into the abdominal cavity.  Then we can insert instruments and a camera into the belly and we blow the belly up with carbon dioxide (b/c it is non flamable) to give ourselves room to see and work.  The large incision is 12mm.  The other 2 are 5 mm incisions.  

My nurses were very nice and helpful.  I will have to send them a thank you card.  I didn’t like my bed and I kept sleeping in the recliner they had next to the bed and my nurse went and found me another bed Monday moring while I was taking a shower. :)  It was very thoughtful of her. And a much more comfortable.  I did keep playing with things though lol  I couldn’t help it.  I am a nurse.   I screwed up my IV pump twice and had to call for help to reprogram it.  damn pain drugs lol.  They were also nice enough to let me sit at their desk and send some emails to family and friends letting them know I am alive.  Patients are not normally allowed such access.  But I do work in the hospital and have clearance to the computers

My only complaint is that I did not get much sleep unless I was given my pain medicine.  I slept until Sunday night after surgery.  My parents showed up Sunday morning and I remember seeing them.  I remember my mom coming over and kissing me on the forehead and I remember thinking ahhh I feel sooo much better already.  Then I went back to sleep.  But my sleep was constantly interupted.  Either because someone was drawing blood every 8 hours or they were taking my vital signs every hour.  

Some of my friends came to check on me including my boyfriend of course.   He brought me some pretty flowers and my department sent me a gift basket with baloons.   I got home Tuesday morning.  My parents will be staying with me until Thursday.  They want me to go home with them but I don’t want to.  I’m ready for some time alone lol.  Take care and be safe.

I am going crazy…  I can’t sleep.  I have been awake since 3:00pm Friday afternoon.  Ok, I was being paid to stay awake for 12 of them, but i should be tired and I am not.  I am not feeling so great and usually all I do is sleep when I don’t feel good.  But this is different.  My stomach hurts but I’m not feeling nausea or anything like that it just hurts.  I mean it actually hurts like on the right side.  I have no desciption for this pain.  I think I finally feel like one of my patients.   I am thinking of having the surgeon on trauma duty with me tonight give me a check up, maybe run some blood tests for me see if anything comes back.  Because this has just gotten worse since yesterday.  I am not a cry baby I’m a good soldier.  I have been working with a crushed 5th toe for 5 weeks and I have only mentioned it twice on my blogs until now. (I dare anyone to read them all and tell me I’m wrong :P)  I can take pain, but this is worse than anything I have felt before.   I’m a nurse damn it!!! I’m not supposed to get sick!!!!   I’m pretty sure I read that somewhere. Didn’t I???

Maybe it is gas…. I have just never had gas pain last this long without something major coming out if you know what I mean lol  I’m trying to be more lady like.  But it is hard sometimes.  Being in Iraq I was surrounded by mostly guys except for the few female nurses there were.  So I learned to smoke cigars, cuss, and just hang with the guys.  I was honest with my boyfriend when we first started dating.  I told him I can shoot an M-16 assault rifle and a .45 automatic handgun (i prefer the 9mm Glock b/c it is not as bulky) with good accuracy.   And I can crack a chest and give open cardiac massage in under 2 minutes without a saw :)  Which basically means…. If I shoot you I know how to fix it

Well, my pain isn’t getting any better and I am rabbling on about nothing, so I will go read I guess.  Maybe that will help.  I have been enjoying a book about the history of Stonehenge.  You know those are some biiiiigggg ooooollldddd rocks.  I hope to see them in person someday.  Take care and be safe.  kisses 

Wow, did we have a great night last night. :)  I grilled outside and we made love while the vegetables grilled then we put the meat on the grill and ate a wonderful dinner.  I grilled potatos, corn on the cob, and ribeye steaks.  I tried to grill the salad but it kept falling in the fire hehehe so I chilled it :)  After that we went to his apartment complex and sat out in the jacuzzi by the pool.  It was a nice night and the hot water felt good.  We were alone in the jacuzzi we couldn’t believe it on such a nice night. 

I couldn’t stop staring at his nice big muscular shoulders.  Shoulders and chests is my favoite part of a guy’s body.   Well, besides the obvious of course :)  After a while I couldn’t stand it anymore.  I let Joe have his way earlier when we made love and it was great.  Now it was my turn to do what I want hehehe I wanted hot sweaty sex lol.   While still in the jacuzzi I crawled up in his lap and straddled him.  We kissed for a minute and then I whispered in his ear that I wanted him badly.  He picked me up  and sat me on the side of the pool very quickly lol.

We made it as far as the couch.  We didn’t even dry off.  I pulled off his swim trunks and began to play with the head of his now growing cock.  He moaned as I took more of his cock in my mouth.  He was so hard.  mmmm  I played with his balls as I contined to suck on his cock.   Then I felt him pulling me back up to him.  On the way up to kiss him I licked him all the way up mmmmm  He played with my breasts as we kissed deeply making my nipples hard.  At the the same time he managed to get my bikini top off I’m still not sure how he did it so fast lol  I slipped off my bottoms and I straddled him again. 

I broke my own rule we didn’t have any condoms but I didn’t care.  I could feel his big hard cock up against my wet kitty.  I sat down on him letting his cock slide into me  I couldn’t help but let out a long moan.  He did as well   mmm  It has been so long since I have had sex without a condom.  He put his hands on my hips and I sat down even more.  His cock going even deeper in me I moaned louder.  I pressed my hands into his wide chest it makes my hands look so small.  I move very slow and tease him and then I would move faster.    He grabbed my butt and started moving into me faster while I sat there mmmm I could feel sweat starting build on the small of my back.

Then he picked me up and laid me down on the couch and push into me harder and faster.  He was holding my legs and he pushed them down into the couch holding them wide open ohhh now I had sweat between my breasts..  I was very close mmm he said he needed  to pull out and I told him noooo. please noooo  not yet  and then I came mmm my muscles pulsing in pleasure and he came I felt the warmth as he released into me.  Well, he didn’t get out in time but I don’t care.  It was really great :)   It is only the second time I have let a guy cum in me without a condom.  It is just so much better without one.   Too bad we will use one the next 50 times atleast

Yes I had a great night.  Tonight I am having Stacey and her husband and the baby over for dinner.  Joe will be here too of course.  I’m making lasagne with garlic bread and a fried zuccini with a dipping sauce.   Have a great day and take care

ok I suck at picking titles lol I’m open for sugestions

Well, I was sick with a cold and throat infection last week so my boyfriend didn’t want to get sick so he kept his distance all week. We went to dinner last Monday with his parents and I slept the rest of the week. I don’t blame him, as a nurse I would do the same thing. I was contagious and I can take care of myself. He would call and check on me and bring me more soup and juice and stuff I needed so I didn’t have to leave the house. But, he only kissed my forehead I miss his touch.

We worked together lastnight. Well, he worked in the ER doing security and other police duties (whatever that means). He did have to escort me and my staff as we took a guy that was assaulted up to surgery so technically I guess we did work together.

Now that I’m well I have to admit, it was really hard to not jump him right there in the hallway lol. damn he is hot in his uniform. mmmmm Of course my co-workers know we are dating but it is not common knowledge in the hospital yet so I decided not to jump him.

Tonight I will get to see him alone hehehehe. mmmmm I can’t wait to feel his arms around me again. mmmm Him kissing my neck and his hands searching my body. oooohhh his hard cock pressing against me as he kisses me. I can’t wait to play with it again hihihihi. mmmm maybe I will make him lay there hehehehe after all I am a cowgirl and I loooooovvvvveeee to ride lol Watch out boy, the cowgirl is well lol ohhh I made myself wet thinking about this. I still have hours to go.

Ok, ok I think I’m better now. lol I better go before that happens again lol I hope anyone reading this had a nice weekend and have a nice safe week. kisses

I keep having this recurring fantasy while I’m with my boyfriend. He has a nice 8 inch cock and he knows how to use it mmmm I just wish a sexy girlfriend of mine that I chat with online could share it with me sometime J I just know the three of us could have a hot and sexy time. Hihihi. I can just imagine….

We would have Joe pinned down while we lick his cock and get him nice and hard. We would kissing while playing with his cock . I’m 69 on top of him and he is licking my kitty mmmm My friend has her kitty towards Joe and he is rubbing her kitty at the same time. Mm I can’t help myself and I lean over and wrap my mouth around her nipple. That makes it get hard hehe. I continue to tease it and my friend giggles. Then we both let out a moan at the same time as Joe begins to finger us both. I make my way to her lips and begin to kiss her. Her soft lips kiss me back. Joe has now gotten out from under me and we are both bent over side by side. Who will he put his hard cock in first??? My friend lets out a long soft “mmmmm” I can feel Joe fingering me and I smile as my sexy friend begins to move with Joe.

She asks me to lay down. When I get on my back she begins to lick my clit and rub on my kitty which makes me let out a soft moan of my own. mmm All the while Joe is still slowly moving in and out of her and she moans from time to time. She begins to finger me and my hips move with her. She continues to play with my clit and it makes my tummy jump and my nipples hard hihi Then after a few minutes, she asks me to change places with her.

I’m so wet from my sexy friend’s play time that my kitty is ready for Joe. He rubs my kitty for a sec and then pushes his cock into me and I can’t help but let out a long moan. I begin to slowly search my sexy friend’s yummy kitty as she lays with her legs wide open for me. Joe grabs my ass firmly and begins to move a little faster. mmm I can feel his balls hitting my kitty hihi I love that. mmm he is moving deep inside me now. mmm Doggie style is just a great position for a woman. It hits just the right spot lol.

I have now began to finger my sexy friend. First one then two. mmm Her hips are moving with me. My fingers are deep inside her searching and then finding her g-spot she reacts with a twitch hehe. Joe is moving even faster really pushing into me hard now. He grabs my ass harder and begins to move me on his cock. Ohhhh I am now sucking on my friend’s yummy clit while rubbing deep inside her playing with her g-spot which has now gotten swollen and is making her hips move faster and faster. Ohhh I don’t think I can take much more I am going to explode….

I feel my friend’s yummy kitty begin to tighten up. She moans very loud and then I feel her kitty begin to flutter with pleasure. That’s all I can take. My kitty begins to tighten and then contracts very hard on Joe’s cock. He tightens his grip on my ass even more and then I then feel the warmth of him inside me as he releases himself. mmmmm

Mmmmmm maybe someday this will come true. But until then a cowgirl can dream J